Saturday, 14 May 2011

New step in my life, time to say goodbye to self loathing ...

Well Ive finally come to a point in my life where I cry at every picture of myself  I see, I eat because I feel empty all the time. I'm just at the stage of either becoming a blob or doing something about it. I'm already vegetarian but as from tomorrow not only am I going 100% Vegan (I'm halfway there) but I'm also giving up drink (which is hard for a uni student ).


 Although I have AMAZING friends here at university, I feel alone always alone and just disgusted with the way I am. I hope once I have completed my goal I will be able to smile and date as I haven't in a long time as I feel that who would be with me? I'm just hoping people online will not judge me or tell me off but support me and help me overcome this feeling of self hate.

2 comments:

  1. When I turned Vegan i lost some weight just from the lack of Dairy, its a very healthy choice and I comend you for it!!! I've been vegan 18 months and feel better for it!

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  2. thank you :) ive just started really cut off eggs completely now i lost alot of weight from being vegetarian for 3 years but im still not thin.

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