I'm back and need help :(

hi everyone im back after avoiding losing weight and look at me have noone to talk to plz comment on my pic . i dunno what to do

a song with wise words

 Radiohead - Creep


I don't care if it hurts, 
I want to have control. 
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around. 
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here

Im back ...

Ive been gone a while i apologise I've had a horrible time :( been eating everything i see and haven't a clue what to do anyone have any Advice or tips i feel so alone at the moment :( especially now i am back home for the summer feel helpless :(

Stressful Week

Wow what a mental week its exam week here at uni *sigh*. Although I only have one exam Ive been extremely stressed eating anything I can find.....(not even exaggerating)

 Hopefully once this exam is over I can start on trying to become someone I want to be :) here's hoping. I think I'm more nervous about failing as it could stop me from returning in September which would be horrible for me    :(.

 Hopefully come tomorrow my routine can start and il feel healthy if anyone knows any good routines or anything please comment :) .

My Thinsperation

Although fasting is not my thing I'm not giving up on becoming someone beautiful. My friends call me their girly indie hippie girl, but what they see and what I see is very different. But looking at these boho hippie women I know I can be happy once Ive achieved my goal.

Epic fail

I couldnt even last 1 day had to eat myself silly :( feel very down about it :(

Green Tea Fast ... day 1!

Well I'm trying a green tea fast for a few days to clear out my system (lovely) Green Tea is very healthy and well known to help with the body. I hope after the first few days I will feel a bit emptier as I'm so bloated lately :)

 After last night and my feeling extremely sorry for my self I have realised that with this goal and even trying to feel a bit better I did not cry at all last night :) hopefully I will start to feel like me again...